It's Finally over!!! Cant say that I wont miss it, cause most things were great, but man am I glad its done. No more high school drama. I'll miss basically everyone. Besides KC cause I have to live with her. Just Kiddin Love ya Roomie. I have decided to go to Mississippi. I am going to sign June 7, but not at the school cause I dont want to have anything to do with well you know. I know this means leavin Matt but I think everything will work out. I love him and he loves me and thats all we need. Plus classes end on Thursday so I am going to stay with him on weekends. And our graduation presents to eachother are webcams, so he still gets to see me everyday lucky dog!!!

We leave to go on Senior Trip Saturday. Talk about excited!!! It's goin to be Me, Kc, Mamie, Summer D., Matt, Dustin, and Benji we'll have fun and if not at least I'll get a good tan out of the deal.

Summer ball is going great. We beat the Rippers both times last weekend and Airline but we still came in 2nd. We couldnt beat those stupid Diamond Dolls but we did give them a run for their money. Our team is actually really good. I am really excited!!! I knew I couldnt quit ball I dont know what I was thinkin

Well Im gonna go

Everyone be safe

Love ya

I LOVE MATT!!!

Jo I wanted you to come with us on senior trip but dad said he would kill me if I took you out there and got u drunk lol

So that's it! We're done. I cant believe it! My dad was right she wasnt going to let us go anywhere. We started the season with stupid mistakes and ended it like that too. Thanks for nothing Coach. I just dont understand why pull your main pitcher when she is doin her job (the score after the 6th inning since i didnt start the 7th inning cause she was tryin to turn sam into a closin pitcher was 2-0) No offense to Sam cause I love her to death but those next girls that got hits off her i either made pop up or i struck out!!! So please tell me what in the he** were you thinking. DId she not understand that this was the biggest game in the whole world. I mean honestly how stupid can you possibly be. It would of been different if I wasnt doing my job but I was!!! That was one of the best games I had pitched all year long. And all she could tell me was I pitched an excellent 6 innings but she needed to give sam a turn to step up. So much for that. I mean yea we didnt hit great but we had that game won! I had that game won! bottom of the line up worst hitters up! I mean come on cut us some slack. But no she screwed us over once again. After the game I cried ny eyes out and just set on the field dumbfounded I just didnt understand it at all, then I realized that I wasnt cryin cause we lost I was cryin cause it happened again and this time it was our biggest game and now its over!!! I knew what was gonna happen I knew as soon as she told me to go back in that she lost the game for us. I knew it and I told everyone and then I just broke down. This was our year and we actually had a GREAT TEAM!!! We just didnt havc the coaching to go with it. So ladies I wish you the BEST but I promise yall unless yall do it by yallself or get rid of her west ouachita softball wont go anywhere. She just makes to many stupid mistakes and we all know it. I just wanted to say I love all of yall and this has been a great year. To the seniors this has been an AWESOME four years and yall have been great to play with!!! I wish yall the best of luck in life I just wish things could of worked out differently. O before I forget GREAT hit jess.

On a better note yesterday was also mine and matts 3 years!!! I got a really pretty ring that I got to pick out and I love my boyfriend to death!!!

Well I am gonna go back to bed decided not to go to school today couldnt face everybody and dad said I needed time to cool down. I dont want to ever talk to that woman EVER again!!!

I love yall

love Katey

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Definiton of doin my job is not letting them score any runs. Yes they were hitting me but they were right to someone the whole entire time. Ask anyone!!!

O and today I got told that I am not a team player and that a bunch of my fellow teammates have told sherry helms that so I am incredible sorry if you dont think I am a team player I always thought I was. O and I also learned today that everything is all about me I think she taught me more stuff today that is bull crap then I have learned from her my 4 years of high school  ball.

Did I mean to be mean about any of this no. I just meant to speak my mind and say how I really feel. And I did not walk anyone that last inning whenever you had to bring me back in. Thanks

Hey everyone!!!

Long time no talk how has everyone been. Decided since I have to wait on Matt I would update. We play Neville tonight. Yay Rah!!! Hope we beat em so we can be 6-0 in district. Saturday is going to be a BIG game we play Haughton!!! GRRRRRR. LOL i AM SO READY TO BEAT THEM!!! THEY HAVE IT COMING. Spring break is coming up thank goodness. Only 21 days left for seniors. So sad!!! Me, Matt, Dustin, Kc, Kay, Sarah, and prolly Jess are going camping Teusday should be fun!! I'll tell you what happens. I'm gonna laugh if Kay goes to use the bathroom and something bites her on her butt. Lol Kay watch out!!! Well Be good

Mine and Matts 3 years is coming up still dont know what to get but I know what I want!!!

Love ya

Kt

I LOVE MATT!!!

It has been FOREVER since I have updated! I know yall missed me!!!

So let's see, I turned 18!!! Dont feel much different, but its still cool!

Got my driver's license taken away by some "wonderful" Turkey Creek cop on my way to see the boys game in Eunice. Yep he gave me a ticket for 70 in a 40 and careless operation of a vehicle, and he just had to take my license. So I aint driving til they mail it back to me. So right now I am riding with Matt and Carol. I desperately need my license back!!!

Softball has been good. We are 3-0 in district so far!!! UAM talked to me the other day! The coach is such a great guy. Like he understands. Nevermind cant talk any further.

You know how there is this one person that you need to get along with but you just cant. Like you want to so bad for some reason but yet my goodness do they get on your nerves! Ugh I have tried to handle this one person for such a long time but I give up. I would more then love to tell her how I feel but so many people say they feel the same way and I cant till after a certain time. So I am goin to keep quiet and stay far away. Especially since I am on this truth kick.

Kc and Tuck yall are doin so good hittin keep it up!!! Jess your doing a way better job at first I am so proud of you. Thats all I gotta say!

Love yall

Katey

I LOVE MATT!!!

So last night I prolly made the stupidest decisions I will EVER make in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!

It was the second inning of the Ruston game and the score was 1-0 us. Well Coach Haley kept on telling me I need to step it up and be a senior, then she said 1 more walk and thats when I lost it. Was there a run on that score board? Did I let anyone get a humungous shot to the fence off of me? The answer is NO!!! I was pitching my heart out. The ump wouldnt give me anything and I missed a couple spots I admit it I wasnt doing the best I have done before, but I was seriously doing all that I could. It's like she is always trying to find ways to break me. Everything that she had said to me in the past about pitching and stepping up just all hit me all at once and I broke. I left the dugout I couldnt take it anymore. But why did I let this woman get to me? Why couldnt I just let it pass like I have done so many other times? Why did I have to go and make the biggest mistake of my life? The truth is I really dont know. Softball is my life. Its what I have always done, and I shouldnt of just walked out. I let my dad down, my team down, and myself. I admit I made a mistake but so did she. The funny thing is though all things happen for a reason, I'm kind of wondering what this reason is. Should be exciting to find out. So i apologized to her but the ones I really need to apologize to is my teammates . I know I let all of yall down and all I can really say is I am sorry. I really dont know what else to say. I would say there is always next year but that aint the case for me. I screwed it up for myself and I deserved what happened to happen. No one should ever walk out on their team. If anyone knows that now it is me. I just let my pride get in the way of my heart and it ended up being broke in the end. So I am back on the team , I aint pitching anymore which is okay cause I messed up. I just wanted to do this for my dad , the team,  and me. I know I let everyone down trust me she has told me a million of times. I just wanted to tell everyone I am sorry, and I hope yall make it to state I'll be there cheering for ya. To Jess, Kay, Tuck, and Kc I love yall to death yall are my girls and I am so sorry I did this. I just couldnt take it anymore. That woman just drives me nuts. Kay I dont know why where scared of her we shouldnt be. Cant say anything else dad would kill me.

Love ya

Katey